New York

Before I get into the rest of the story, I would like to share the latest photos of where I live at the moment. So this is the first time that I’m sharing my story and my photos publicly. I suffer from a condition which I grew up with , a condition that may be called obsessive thoughts or maybe not. Since I was little my mom told me of I share my lifestyle and my success with people even as close as my friends and family , bad things would happen or I would lose everything and I haven’t been able to get rid of this thing that my mom planted in my head , because every time I thought to myself oh forget it , it’s not even real and I shared , it ended up being scratched but now I wanna come out of that shell , I wanna share , I wanna over come my fear of losing things because I shared. and if anyone out there lives with a condition such as mine please reach out to me , because even writing this is making me sweat and I keep thinking about negative things. some may say I need a therapist , yes I do. But at the moment all I can afford is a domain.

Anyways , a few weeks ago I move to New York , If you want to see how I got here then follow my blog , I post a piece of my story everyday.

So far I love it , it is just so mesmerizing and beautiful and it screams opportunity. I feel like anyone can follow their dreams here and as Ralph Lauren himself says : ‘‘any one can enter the American dream’’ , This is it , this is the place where you can be hopeful , regardless of who you are and what color you are, you can embrace your American dream and I can smell this in the air. Just like Rimini. Oh I will tell you about Rimini , it is the last place I lived in Italy , the whole city is not even the size of Queens but the smell is the same. That actually helped me to get over my home sickness and move on.

This is one of the first photos I took from New York.